How can one week be one of the most stressful and worrisome of my life and at the same time be the happiest I can remember?

Tonks is missing. Taken by some criminal with a grudge against Bishop. He's nearly mad with worry, of course. Tonks is pregnant with their child and the same man has her that killed Bishop's first fiancee. Joscelin and Gwen have been around the office almost non-stop keeping an eye on him. I'm glad he has them.

The whole department is working on finding her, but so far there's been no lead to follow. It's so frustrating. I can only imagine what it's like for Bishop.

But there has been a silver lining in all this. A very important, wonderful silver lining.

Joscelin kissed me. He wants me. Always.

Always.

I've spent every night this week at Tretower, in his arms. I don't know if he means me to stay here with him from now on, to actually live with him, or if he just wants to know I'm safe while Tonks' kidnapper is loose. He seems to like having me there, but it's something we'll have to talk about. Later. After the crisis with Tonks is past. In the meantime, I'll just enjoy what I never expected to have. I'm okay with that.